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bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:50):

*ni na you go off... but anyway...

*i really miss u

bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:51):

*i guess u're irght that i really havent matured much yet...

*still acting like  a kid

*sometimes... well most of the time

*and u have to put up with it...

*and all the times that we faught...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:52):

*i know its been hurting u

*and i just stood there watchng...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:53):

*i really dunno what to say to make u happy... but i guess i'm really to impulsive... i shuold not act purely on emotion

bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:54):

*make u happy, but alos i dun want to say the wrong stuff*

*so thats y in the end i kept on hurting u

bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:56):

*i really dun want to hurt u...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:57):

*but i guess the swing of the moment gets the better of me...

*like during those times... i really dun want u to leave...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:58):

*but fearing of hurting u again... i was afraid

bell_1103@hotmail.com (13:59):

*so wasnt able to pull up the courage to convince u stay...

*i know what i was doing is wrong or can be read as selfish...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:00):

*but... i guess i was just to afraid of hurting u more thats y things happen....

*happened8

*i know durin this year a lot of stuff has happened...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:01):

*school, steven, our fights and this and thats from time to time

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:02):

*and i wasnt able to spend time with u...

*i know that u're really nice... and dun really mind...

*but

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:03):

*deep down u still minded

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:05):

*i know u really care about me... and sometimes i'm like a jerk.....

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:06):

*i'm just not that confident in mysefl... i guess...

*so causing alot of the mishap....

*i'm really sry

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:07):

*i really do care about u... even thou i dun show it...

*i dunno how to say it...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:08):

*i dun think it's i dunno how to show it... but i unconsciously choose not to...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:09):

*so that y u get the impression of i dun care

*that's*

*but deep down i do...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:11):

*well i guess u can say i'm a typical scorpio( i'm not trying to explain for myself, but just saying...), like i'm cold and "mysterious" (i think u can use this to explain it)

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:12):

*thus making ppl dunno what i am thinking... and stuff..?

*well thats all i have to say for now...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:13):

*well i know that i cant be indicisive cuz that really make things complicated for every1 ....

*and also need to mature

*but i dunno, whenever i'm around u... i just feel relaxed, i dun mind showing any side of me to u....

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:14):

*i just feel @ ease...

*cuz when i'm not with u... i know i act dumb sometimes... but not as much when i'm with u...

*like i really trust u....

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:15):

*yeah i also need to be more responsible...

*cuz i know that is lacking from time to time....

*yeah...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:16):

*well.. i think u're not off just appearing off

*cuz i see ur music there

*but yeah this all i have to say...

*for now....

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:17):

*well its not like i dunno what i needed to do or what i need to think about...

*its all there...

*but its' just amtter of wanting to do it or not...

*i guess...

*not saying its from everyhting, i'm just saying its for this right now...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:18):

*but yeah... sometimes i really think u'll be better off without me...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:19):

*cuz of being indicisive, not confident enough, not talkative or not taking the lead,,,,

*i know u know i'm not a sweet talker... and not romantic....

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:20):

*like all this i know u deserve better...

*i'm not saying i dun like u

*but u deserve better....

*than being with me....

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:21):

*like i still dun understand y u'll want to be with me... (i know i've asked this millions of times but still adn uv'e answered it)

*like u siad like... but where is there to like...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:23):

*most girls... (well i dun really know must just assuming u can tell me if i'm right or wrong), like want a guy who can look after her(well like be there for her), can talk and not boring (like me), and like be romantic from time to time if not always....

*confident and dicisive

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:24):

*like all my traits are not those....

*i know by saying all these stuff might annoy u

*but... i really just dun understand....

*dun all girls want that perfect man for them....

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:25):

*i really do like u...

*tbh if u leave i'll really be sad, but hey nth is forced..........

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:26):

*nth can come of being forced....

*i'll be*

*i dun even know what u'll think now after reading all this...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:27):

*but i do hope it can be a positive direction

*but if it does go the opp. direction....

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:28):

*i'm really happy to have spent these 3 years with u....

*and have met a girl like u...

bell_1103@hotmail.com (14:29):

*and yeah... hope we can still be friends ( but that... might be impossible)

*i guess

*so yeah... i've written pretty much everything here...


這麽長的留言..

真的是第1.次..

我動搖了.

卻不知道動搖的是什麽.

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